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I am totally amazed.
I have been ... in a ... "Devil's Circle" of ignorance for the past few years. It's leading me here now ... and I'd like to ask for any comment or advice from anyone who has knowledge.
All this ... ENERGY running up and down my spine ... beings in my head and around me ... taunting me to meditate again. Being a loner, I never joined a songha nor got a teacher. I used to do Vipassana Mediation ... and I went deep ... then I stopped ... and then ... all this began.
It took me out of my life ... and onto a road of learning ... that has finally brought me back to California ... and now to look at Yoga.
About a year ago I became a truck driver, and every day was pure torture. All that energy playing around my waist ... my throat ... the back of my neck ... inside my head ... all the messages!! The graphic on the Kundulini tribe page looks like what's happening (part of it) inside my body ... except it doesn't go anywhere and I don't know what to do with it so it's painful and sometimes ... torturous.
I'm trying to reach outside the circle of delusion/confusion ... and to arrive at what may be the answer. Greek Orthodox religion and Christ-Centered comptemplative meditation ... or does the answer rest with yoga. Kundalini Yoga specifically?
From what I'm reading ... it may be both ... but certainly ... answers are here. Can anyone be so kind as to comment?
I have been ... in a ... "Devil's Circle" of ignorance for the past few years. It's leading me here now ... and I'd like to ask for any comment or advice from anyone who has knowledge.
All this ... ENERGY running up and down my spine ... beings in my head and around me ... taunting me to meditate again. Being a loner, I never joined a songha nor got a teacher. I used to do Vipassana Mediation ... and I went deep ... then I stopped ... and then ... all this began.
It took me out of my life ... and onto a road of learning ... that has finally brought me back to California ... and now to look at Yoga.
About a year ago I became a truck driver, and every day was pure torture. All that energy playing around my waist ... my throat ... the back of my neck ... inside my head ... all the messages!! The graphic on the Kundulini tribe page looks like what's happening (part of it) inside my body ... except it doesn't go anywhere and I don't know what to do with it so it's painful and sometimes ... torturous.
I'm trying to reach outside the circle of delusion/confusion ... and to arrive at what may be the answer. Greek Orthodox religion and Christ-Centered comptemplative meditation ... or does the answer rest with yoga. Kundalini Yoga specifically?
From what I'm reading ... it may be both ... but certainly ... answers are here. Can anyone be so kind as to comment?
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Re: Can anyone help me on this?
Tue, January 27, 2009 - 10:21 AMI would liek to be kind and to comment..
I feel creepy with your description of all that energy swirling and those people in your head.
You hav eto beusure you arent taking any drugs.. not even coffee.
Then check for environmental sessitivities
Then deal with the fact that voice sin ones' head are considered abnormal..i. e. bipolar or schizophrenia..
sooo..
be thoughtful about what you talk about
be thoughtful of the words and personal thought imprints you ar emaking
beign with a group may help BUT you need to tone it down
vitamin B is well-known for reducing ear noises as wekll as for treatment of some aspects of depession, bipolar and schizophrenia
Notice.. I am not labeling you as this.
I am saying that you need to be thoughtful!!!!!!!!! of your words. -
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Re: Can anyone help me on this?
Tue, January 27, 2009 - 4:06 PMA few thoughts:
Read Gopi Krishna's books on Kundalini and his experiences with his "awakening".
Find a "safe" yoga community - California is a great place to be to find a community that feels right - you have choices. I would recommend hatha yoga versus "kundalini yoga" - you need to strengthen your body to handle the "energy surges".
Being a isolated can intensify fearful feelings - connect with some spiritual folks in person.
The "voices" come from within you and not outside of you.
Find a creative outlet - garden, dance, draw, create music.
Get grounded - walk barefoot, spend some time seated under a tree.
Breathe.
Be well.
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Re: Can anyone help me on this?
Tue, January 27, 2009 - 4:06 PMThe answers are always there.
As for surplus of energy 'work' it out, do sports, or offer so Reiki/energy transfer to those 'who ask',
or also, redirect it from centers/aura, around yourself & to places that need it.
Pray. I'm getting in Mantra Yoga now... Bhakti is the '7th.' of 8 limbs of Yoga as per Patanjali.
You awoke 'something' & now have to 'take care of it'.
ML.
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Re: Can anyone help me on this?
Tue, January 27, 2009 - 8:25 PMNamaste
yes its Kundalini Awakening and for more details and guidance pl. join my group shaktipat&kundalini---maha/siddha yoga.
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Re: Can anyone help me on this?
Tue, January 27, 2009 - 10:21 PMThank you all.
I've been reading the great information posted in the Yoga and Mediation tribes ... and it does seem that I've been experiencing ... the beginning stages of Kundalini Awakening.
It also seems that by alienating and not having a teacher, I became freaked out by it all. I'm not sure that this has ... created the best of enviornments inside my body for all this to occur.
Naturally, my brain that was born and groom in Christian Churches ... still isn't exactly comfortable with all this.
I've gotten off the truck.
Now I'm starting to get my body healthy again. (This seems to be very important.) Eating right. Exercise. Prayer.
Aming towards more "Right Living."
And of course ... I will join the Shaktipat & Kundalini group ... oh ... and my deepset gratitude to all.
Fred
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